My Rants

Saturday, September 26, 2009 - :

I realised;


Having thoughts that it'd be another ordinary day trying to spend my precious time as wisely as possible, I finally had some peace in a toilet at some random shopping mall.
[alright, this may sound just a little crazy but that's not it.]

I was waiting for my friend to clear up his stomach when i heard this little boy and another man in a cubicle.
Straight away, i inferred that someone in the cubicle [ probably the father/son ] was doing the same thing like what my friend was doing.
That didn't amaze me, but what did was when they came out together [ my friend's still enjoying his time == ] and showed me what that bond among father and son was.

While washing hands, that boy asked "Daddy daddy, why must wash with soap?"
His dad replied, " Cause your hands will have gems la! "
The boy then listened to his father and pressed onto the soap button while his father carries him up to reach the sink. [ HAHA, yet another shorty. x) ]
This time was the father's turn, he pressed the soap button and continued to was his hands.
But this time, the cute little boy whipped his soapy hands onto his father's arms and said, "daddy daddy, your there also dirty."
The father literally gave the =.= face.
& then smiled at his son.
Haha, what a bond they have.

okay, end of story telling.
Now the main point!
I really wanna wanna wish my father a
Happy 45th Birthday!

Thank you for making everything that seemed impossible in my life possible.
& all the hard work you put into work just to allow us to live as comfy as we want really make me wanna be like you.
I know i may be disappointing at times in terms of my attitude, but i still wanna thank you for your tolerance, patience and of course the love you've always been showering onto me.
You're a great father, that I'll always respect.



The sun rose @ 7:11 AM

Friday, September 25, 2009 - :

No boundaries;

go for it Jarrold, go for it!


The sun rose @ 11:44 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 - :

Ididn'tknowiwassuchamoodspoiler.





The sun rose @ 5:58 AM

Sunday, September 20, 2009 - :

I never thought of hurting you this much,
because i did try to accept you.

But i just wanted to be your friend.

My thoughts deluded me, as i thought you would be able to serve as a replacement.
It was when i was awaken, i realised i couldn't.
You deserve much better, no matter how much flaws others see in you.

I don't deserve your tears,
& i don't wanna feel sorry.
Because if i do, you'll only sink in further.

Takecare, my friend.





The sun rose @ 7:42 PM

- :

1 more month till the big day;
2 more months till leaving school, as a graduate.

Life has been through all the tough times,
but i won't forget those whom put smiles into my memories

So as a motivation, this are the things i wanna do after Os.
-Learn to play the guitar.
-Be able to slack around with my friends, brothers & accepting for who they are and not what i expect them to be.
-Be an understanding son that contributes to my family. & not someone that only knows how to add on to troubles.

So, let`s GO!!

Life maybe deluding, but with goals;

You'll retain your right track, and get to where you were heading for.





The sun rose @ 7:07 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - :

busy,busy, BUSY!

Today, i found out that life's so unpredictable cause my fish died outta a sudden.
And then i found out that i need to make a change and get them back.
I lied, once and twice and many many times that i would let her go, let it go.
But i didn't.

And this would never end, unless i want it to.


Changes starts from within.

It's time, to let go.
Finally.






The sun rose @ 7:06 AM