My Rants

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 - :

Prelims are finally over!
What a relief.
& that also means that O's are coming pretty soon.
Like what sir said "Its the last 100m, take a breather and give it all."
Everything is starting to get back to normal, on the track where it used to be.
Really have to thank Oct for adding oil through my breakdowns, furstrations and most of all the prelims.
Thank you thank you.(:
Though i really feel like slacking because of the tired week of prelims, but it isn't time to do so.
Have to work doubly hard like how Mdm Chin said.
Its just the beginning.

Happiness, your own definition.

The sun rose @ 2:58 AM

Friday, July 24, 2009 - :

Dealingwiththechanges.

Finally able to take a break...
Life is, tiring.
Been rather ignorant towards my surroundings, i don't know why the change.
Or maybe to say that i'm all ready to look for something new, because the usual feelings are starting to feel blank.
Taking it day by day, lets see what's gonna happen.

I want to be happy, but how to?


The sun rose @ 12:10 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009 - :

Fun, laughter, joy.
Upset, lost, tired.
Found, uncertain, hopeful.

This week contains every feeling listed up there, one hella rollar coaster ride i must say. >.<
I'm slowly turning into study mode yet again for the upcoming week.
Its gonna be a busy year.

Its the truth that somethings should be left unspoken cause feelings exist.
For real or rumour, i can feel a difference.
I know it may be cause of my certain change you guys may think i'm not me no more.
Like the most unatural creature on earth, the Jarrold that no one knows.
But i can't possibly please everyone,& i dont have that capability to do so.
So I'm sorry if my leaving w/o a word did bugged; but things aren't the same.
& if there isn't trust that i'm still me, i don't think there's a point in continuing in anything.
I am a human, & i still do feel.

Celebrated Jey's birthday with bfam + their girls.
had lots of fun.(:
It may be the last year of celebrating everyone's birthday, but i guess there's nothing to be sad for.









The sun rose @ 6:33 AM

Friday, July 3, 2009 - Aiseh woah ! :

O-R-A-L.
Hell it was nerve-racking!
!#$@!#^%*!@# (!!!)
But still managed to pull through, phew.

Had been studying real hard for the A.Math papers but it was postponed till next Wednesday.
Guess its giving another chance to perfect my math.
& I so wanna play for the next 2 days of weekends + youth day.
Nothing much really, but i kind of missing the times in Redang.
Carefree space to breathe, sunshine everywhere!(:
Haha.

The past does not matter anymore, it's the future I'm more concern for.



The sun rose @ 9:02 AM