My Rants

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 - :

Had school as usual,
wasn't tired till the last period of math when i was supposed to do my homework for the day.
Laziness took over me. =/
so Sihao came over since there wasn't any supplementary due to the oral examinations.
I'll be taking mine in a week's time, kind of anxious after having the oral lessons Sir have been giving.
Because it just make me feel that i'm not good enough.
Challenging though the teacher that will be testing me is Mr Tan.
He's been giving me high marks for the past few years. :D
hahah
Read this up on the net ;
9 simple tips to make you happy.(:
( wonder if it really helps. >< )

1. Raise your activity level to pump up your energy. If you're on the phone, stand up and pace. Walk to a coworker's office instead of sending an e-mail. Put more energy into your voice. Take a brisk 10-minute walk. Even better...

2. Take a walk outside. Research suggests that light stimulates brain chemicals that improve mood. For an extra boost, get your sunlight first thing in the morning. Find the best walking workout for your exercise style.

3. Reach out. Send an e-mail to a friend you haven't seen in a while, or reach out to someone new. Having close bonds with other people is one of the most important keys to happiness. When you act in a friendly way, not only will others feel more friendly toward you, but you'll also strengthen your feelings of friendliness for other people.

4. Rid yourself of a nagging task. Deal with that insurance problem, purchase something you need, or make that long-postponed appointment with the dentist. Crossing an irksome chore off your to-do list will give you a rush of elation.

5. Create a more serene environment. Outer order contributes to inner peace, so spend some time organizing bills and tackling the piles in the kitchen. A large stack of little tasks can feel overwhelming, but often just a few minutes of work can make a sizable dent. Set the timer for 10 minutes and see what you can do. In that time, take a quick look around the house and see how to get organized using everyday items.

6. Do a good deed. Introduce two people by e-mail, take a minute to pass along useful information, or deliver some gratifying praise. In fact, you can also...
7. Save someone's life. Sign up to be an organ donor, and remember to tell your family about your decision. Do good, feel good―it really works!

8. Act happy. Fake it 'til you feel it. Research shows that even an artificially induced smile boosts your mood. And if you're smiling, other people will perceive you as being friendlier and more approachable. There's no need to walk around in a constant state of worry. After all, what's the worst that can happen if you bounce a check or leave wet clothes in the dryer?

9. Learn something new. Think of a subject that you wish you knew more about and spend 15 minutes on the Internet reading about it, or go to a bookstore and buy a book about it. But be honest! Pick a topic that really interests you, not something you think you "should" or "need to" learn about.

haha.
To anyone that would be free enough to try out this 9 tips when you're feeling down,
please tell me if it works. (:
*curious*

I think i'll be gonna to have a good long sleep after posting.
Its a tiring day today, a really tiring one.

it hurts when you said those words.

i don't feel that i am different,
but you've just proved what i've always been believing, wrong.





The sun rose @ 1:11 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009 - :

Woke up feeling damn tired.
It just feels like as if i've just ran 2.4km, totally no strenght. -.-
I was thinking to stay at home untill Jielin asked if i wanna go study with her.
And since i've a problem in my matrices, went ahead and met her up at westmall's mac.
Didn't really talk much at first but this mei of mine never fails making me zi high.
So in the end i kicked all my sianness away and we did really had great laughs.
haha.
Shall upload the pictures later. (:

The sun rose @ 9:24 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - :

The sun rose @ 6:42 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009 - MONDAY !(: :

The sun rose @ 4:06 AM

Sunday, April 19, 2009 - HOT ! :

Its really getting on my nerves having to face the hot weather nowdays. =/
I met up with Joel yet again at bangkit to purchase a pair of white shoes for school.
He wanted to find the kappa's edition but we end up buying the same pair as what kiat's wearing.
There wasn't really much of a choice at that shop and we needed the shoes laa, so have to give in lorhs.
haha.
Chatted with him about life as usual, and realised that there have been a lot we've both been missing out from each other lives.
Partly caused by the hectic school life we're facing.
But he's still so the Joel i knew laa. (:

ohya, and something really got on my nerves as well apart from the sun.
i was actually in a great mood but when we were about to have dinner together,
the uncle at the coffeeshop was so unreasonable. -.-
he screwed me up just for saying, "ya, okay."
wonder what's his problem.
maybe the hot sun these few days burned his brain.
Lol.
can't be bothered by him. =/
ohya, will be posting photos on my blog le.
cause really v. sian with just words.
hahah.
First gonna be a sun since its so damn freaking hot this few days. -.-


The sun rose @ 7:31 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009 - Relived those days :

Went for soccer training early in the morning, was kind of sleepy but still wanted to commit myself to the team.
But everything went so wrong when i got scolded by coach.
Not only me though.
The whole team was badly reprimanded for the mistakes we were making.
Its kindda disappointing cause we did really tried our best,
but nothing seems to be correct in the eyes of the coach.
Ended up having to do runs instead of kicking.
I don't know what else to say, but how i wish i wasn't injure.
At least i'll be able to do more.
haha
But that's if only everything was what it used to be laa.
=/

Oh, so i did meet up with Joel, Jack, Jeydee, Kienkiat, Eugene and we headed down to heeren to exchange my 20dollars billabong gift dajie gave on my birthday.
haha.
Bought a pair of new slippers since my previous one has flaws.
And it cost $2.90! :D
Then Joel sudden urge of wanting to play basketball got us ended up at segar sweating and having hell lots of fun.
Its been long since all of us had gathered and spend time together especially when the work school's giving has no end to it.
I really enjoyed this day, and it really feels like nothing would bring us apart.
Cause even with little communications nowdays, we still managed to chat and laugh and joke and fool around like how we used to have done so.
hahaha.
Thank you brothers!(:

The sun rose @ 9:21 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009 - Done with emo-ing(: :

okaaaaaaaay!
i'm sick and tired of .... EMOING.
so shall put on that great big smile again! :D
lols.
Really was so damn tired with life for the past few days that i had no feeling to do anything, at all.
Even dotaing, i just got so pissed whenever i did something wrong.
Childish behaviour. -.-
oh, so i just chat with Jielin on msn.
Though it was a really short one cause she gtg, i realised she's still the one who supported and push me through.
Wonder what it would be like without her, super miserable.
haha.
Thats how important she is.(:
Waiting for Joel's reply on whether tmr wanna go and buy shoe tgt anot.
Really hope that he could make it bah, since it has been a long long time since i've went out with him.
*cross fingers.*
Lol

The sun rose @ 4:45 AM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 - :

I just can't understand why.
I hate to lose in things that i love to do.
But it always fails when i tried so hard to go back into soccer but my fken knee still hurts so bad.
Tomorrow's the nationals and all i am here doing is nothing.
There's practically nothing i could do about it.
I'm tired, i really am.
sigh.

The sun rose @ 6:55 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009 - :

Woke up feeling super tired today cause slept only at 12 last night after the css thing. haha. Though Joselin wasn't the champion but she did let everyone enjoyed last night with her singing laa. (:
I was kind of enthusiastic to attend school cause i know that my dear Jielin mei would be giving me my belated birthday present today.
She complained that the calender she did had a lot of flaws and all, but when i opened the wrappings and saw it.
What actually was in front of me was the most touching gift i've ever recieve.
It was a HAND-MADE calender of the photos i had taken on my trip to taiwan with the all big great smile i had from enjoying myself there.
I saw no flaws, but instead all the care, love, concern this particular person had for me.
I was touch, really. (:
So, this post for you yeah mei!
Really wanna thank you so much for putting in the effort even with the hectic life you're having.
I'm really thankful getting to know you.
Thank you! :D

haha, went for training as usual later on.
i wanna strive, and get to where i used to be.
That place where all smiles will be.(:

The sun rose @ 5:45 AM

Saturday, April 11, 2009 - :

Woots, its saturday! :D
haha.
woke up early in the morning just to attend training.
Managed to bear it through with those aching muscles so i must say that i'm really proud of myself. (:
Later on went to have breakfast with soccer mates.
Kindof interesting when you spend time with people whom speaks the same language to you. SOCCER !
haha.
Headed down to coach's client after for therapy. [ muscles aching like hell ]
Though i'm able to play soccer nowdays, i knew that i wasn't still on the fitest i could be laa.
so... went coach said that my knee was stable cause of the joints.
i wasn't shocked nor disappointed.
i just felt awkward cause i think he knew that i love soccer a lot.
so he just tried to kept things with the positive side.
asking me to study and all.
haha.
its kindof a sad thing when you know that you can't do what you'd love to.
but, i guess its only right for me to rest and continue later on.
休息是因为要走更长远的路。
that's what i've picked up from quanyi's 歪道理 during chinese class.
LOL!
haha.
spent a little time chatting on msn and gaming before wanting to start on studying.
Add math test on tues, so i guess i've to gambateh le!(:

it feels different, ain't the same anymore.

The sun rose @ 9:49 AM

Thursday, April 9, 2009 - :

Had training after school today.(:
Its kind of crazy to think that i've just sprint 20 times across the field.
But it seriously have been a long time since i've really push myself for more.
The nationals is gonna start next week and i really don't wanna lose what i've lost last year. Enduring the pain i had from a fall before a practice 2 side started, i managed to finish the training only to know that i had cramps and my knee was in pain later on.
Its kindda dumb but i just feel like pressing on.
So went to the rehersal for jos performances on sunday.
Haha.
though its a little boring, never regreted supporting her laa.
so Jos, must jiayou for finals hor! :D
oh ya, must thank mummy so much.
she so nice, woke up just to send all of my friends home cause there was no more bus.
so i shall haolian a bit.
"I HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL MOTHER!"
don't get jealous.
hahaha
tired, but at the same time i'm feeling contented with my life.
Simplicity(:
okay, hope would be meeting Joel tmr to go and buy shoe together after training.
:D

The sun rose @ 6:59 AM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 - :

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HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY:D

LOL. i also don't know why i today so happy, but yeah.
its GOOD feeling like this! (:

The sun rose @ 5:15 AM

Saturday, April 4, 2009 - :

Visited ahma yesterday.
Feels like it have been ages since i've saw her.
She's alright i presume as i did heard her continue to ask whether 4D got win anot.
haha.
Cute la she, so weak alr still got mood buy 4D.
Been really slacking this whole week, nothing seems to be related to studies.
To be realistic, there's only less than 20weeks more to the major exams.
And every week is passing by so fast that i kindof lost counting.
Still have so many hell lots of subjects to study, learn, revise, understand, apply.
LOL !
dieeeee liao laaaa.
i'm starting to get stressed up cause of all this.
but still using the comp now. -.-
okay, i'ma finish english homework & revision for math test today.
hope i'll make it through. lol


The sun rose @ 9:06 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009 - :

Its kindof a slacking day today since quite a lot of teachers weren't around to teach
& plus time really flies now because most of the lessons are interesting for example english, its really becoming quite a joy to study. (:
The sad thing is that i realised i've been slackening and not really getting my homework done up tp date. =/ so shall post and remind myself to continue to work hard.
haha.
ohyaaa, another thing.. hope that mei of mine which thinks that she's super dumb to start to 正做起来！


& lastly, Happy Birthday April Tam! :D

The sun rose @ 1:38 AM