My Rants

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 - :

Finished collecting all the ang baos i can have for Chinese New Year. (:
Though this year ang baos not as much as recent years, i still found out that its still the best having that bond with my family. :D
Everytime i spend time with them, no matter good or bad...
I gained something closer.
Like for example, this year, my bonds with my cousins are coming back after losing contact with them for the last 2 years when i skipped most of the family events. :/
So shiok lorhs, got cousins to dota with.
Gamble, laugh, talk, suan and everything.
hahas. :D
Thats for this year, really enjoyed it v. much.

OhYeah!
The better news!
I stood on the field, running AGAIN!
suuuuuuuuper SHIOK! (:
The best thing is i feel that our team is getting stronger, day by day.
Soccer's season gonna start next monday!
so come support please!
We will give our 100++% on the field i swear!
hahs.
Draw against Clementi as a friendly today,
but i was happy with the results.
Firstly, cause KienKiat proved that he can be a better player on the field & coach saw it.
On top of that, Bingfeng starts to understand what it means to play soccer.
He's more confident with handling the ball now.
And, we worked as a team to fight the score back cause we were 1 goal down because of lack of experience by the keeper.
But i think its okay, cause humans do make mistakes.
& i hope he could learn from it.
Jiayou! (:
There's still a long way ahead of us & i hope i can really come back to the team asap and start fighting for wins in the past.
Wait for my CCK.
ChuaChuKang~
BOLEH! :D

The sun rose @ 4:21 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009 - :

Just came home from ahma's house. (:
Went there to have our annual reunion lunch.
hahahahs.
Its suppose to be reunion dinner but me and my family have a tradition of having reunion lunch.
Maybe cause only in the afternoon would everyone be able to make it for the sumptuous steamboat.
It was great with all the ingredients i like.
Thank you ahma. :D
After that spent some time chatting with my elder cousins.
Trying to gain all the informations about o'level.
Because they are practically those smart arses that got 7-9points for their O's.
So yeah... really must work hard for this year.
If not i'm gonna be the stupidest among them.
sure malu like hell. :/
Lol.
This year "luo hei" also fun.
ahGong & ahma was forced to kiss by their wonderful grandchildren.
as a reward for ahma's hardwork to prepare the steamboat ma.
see we so siao sun. xD
in order to tempt ahma, ahGong put a piece of abalone on his lips and went forward.
BUT... ahma suuuuuuper shy, so she rejected ahGong no matter how much ahGong try to act cute.
Then we all laugh dao peng sia.
dam funny.
stupid ahGong, so old still act cute.
LOL!
This year yusheng was made out of bao yu instead of fish.
but still nice la. (:
I think i'm start on doing up my homework le,
so at least can relax for the next few days.
hahahah. fun day. :D

The sun rose @ 3:37 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2009 - :

Finally got my internet fixed. -.-
Stupid connection suddenly blocked the access to all the blogspot.
Thus, i was'nt able to look at blogs untill now.
Arsehole.
Lols, so asked that April help me post since she can see.
Who knows she post till so lousy. LOL! xD
hah, kay laaa. happy that at least can read blogs again. (:

Woke up at 7 today, guess what i did?
I went for soccer training!
Who in the whole would expect me to be on the field so quickly.
I did'nt even anticipate that i still can kick.
Just that its softer in terms of strenght cause i have not fully recovered from my injuries.
But who cares?!
As long as i'm able to be a part of the team once again,
i'm more than happy & grateful.
It seems like my regular strengthening had repay its price.
All the tough work i had done became the resistance when i fall again.
So, since the tournaments is gonna start one week after the CNY.
Everyone please come support!
Last year le, next time wanna see me and my team play also hard man.
lmao.
I have still a long way to work, but i ain't giving up. :D

I tried to put everything that had past down and smile at you.
but i guess that somethings can never be the same.

The sun rose @ 12:48 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009 - :

Hi Jarrold is too lazy to blog so ... HAHAHAHAHA.
He wants me to blog that April is not short & that Xiaoyu rocks :D
And errrr.... he is as lousy as his computer. LOLOL.
Bye:]

The sun rose @ 8:32 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009 - :

Actually don't feel like posting at first.
But since i'm waiting for my supper and i have nothing to do,
I shall write a little :D
Had'nt been doing much this weekend,
Just enjoying my free time now cause there will be more work every week.
Taking a breather from the busy weekdays.
Hahahs
Supper's here, i go eat alr. (:
Lols

The sun rose @ 6:08 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009 - :

Just watched hotshot.:D
Though the basketball skills are so fake, its a nice show to watch.
Kind of inspiring to me, cause of the content where friendship/relationship etc are all inside.
That means i'm also done emo-ing over my injured knee.
Its not my knee's fault to get to this state once again after a year of hard training.
I should be the one responsible for you cause i did'nt took care of you well enough.
Sorry knee ):
We'll wait till you recover then we go back on the field again yeah.(:
Though i may miss this year's tournament once again, but best wishes to ChuaChukang.
Its our finally year, do me proud!
I am gonna concentrate on my studies and start working towards the future i wanna build for myself.
Sometimes, things may not go right and thus caused unhappiness in my life.
But this time i really think i've matured a lot from every incident that had happen.
From today on, everyday will be a much happier one to live in.
Thats what i promised myself to achieve. :D
Have to go start doing my homework if not i will get scolded tmr. Lols


The sun rose @ 8:54 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009 - :

Back from soccer.. earlier than time
It was'nt my day i suppose, totally not.
Everything just fell apart, my hopes to play on the field was taken away.
Sigh, i really don't know what to post.
I just need to shout out everything, but i did'nt allow myself to.
I cried, feeling so helpless.
Till i was so exhuasted & no more tears could come out.
Why me?
I'm here trying to get my life back on track.
By treating the people i love with more care& concern.
By putting in more effort in my studies.
By training hard to let my knee recover.
But why me?
Me to fail in everything i do.
I fell down again, but this time its so hard to pull myself up.
With that injured knee of mine.
I am just 15years old age & why do i have to go through all this.
I was so afraid on the field, but i could do nothing to help myself.
I could'nt even stand up on my knee, it hurts terribly.
Both my heart and body sunk.
I've put in so much, what esle can i do to make myself happier?
I just wanna laugh and smile, why does it feels so hard.
The tournament is coming, the one i've been always dreaming to play.
Its this just my luck, or ...
I'm at losing hope to everything.
On the brim on giving up..
Someone, please save me. ):




The sun rose @ 1:52 AM

Monday, January 5, 2009 - :

I should'nt be using the computer now while blogging but i guess it won't do a harm since i've already completed my homework for the day. :D School was so-so today as we didn't really start onto the texts & content, what we did was some target setting. Kind of boring but i know it will help in me judging where i would stand after every test. Had recess with bfamfam and i gave them the presents i bought for them in taiwan. Hope they all like what i bought. (: After school went to lot one to study & finish up my homework for the day as we promised each other to study every alternate days, so as to improve on our studies together! hahs. The next study time would be either tmr or thurs bahs, since there will be trainings on weds & fri. I just ain't know why, i'm really into studying now. Can't wait for tmr to come so we could start on new topics. hahas. Also borrowed a book from the library to improve on my english, so say no to singlish! Lols. Thats what i've been speaking from the start of secondary one so i guess its time to have a major change. & plus people say i look like angmoh went i put on my contacts, so no harm changing myself. Maybe angmoh more attractive and charming, then more will get to know more friends. LOL. hahahs.
I'll be off to have dinner and continue with my overdued chinese homework. Gotta complete it in one week's time since 李老师 gave the class a grace period. No more owing of homeworks! hahas.


The sun rose @ 2:49 AM

Sunday, January 4, 2009 - :

Watching CampusSuperstar on Channel U now, waiting for Joselin's performance. LOL. Can't believe right? Our dajie from Bfamfam is in this year's css man! Our star in school now making everyone go wow~ on the sight of her. Hahs. So Jaws, babe here jiayouing for you! hope you win hor! haha.
Was woken up by ivan_the_fat cause no one pei him play sf. Hahas. In the end played one match then have'ta go for lunch ler. Went to look for KienKiat & Jeydee while procceeding to the basketball court to do some exercise. Tiring, too long nvr do proper exercise ler, bo stamina liao. -.- Had dinner and went home. Thats all for today. Lols.

The sun rose @ 5:40 AM

Thursday, January 1, 2009 - :

First day of the New Year, everything's gonna start afresh yeah. Hah
Came back from my trip from Taiwan but was too tired to post & plus my laziness, i
shall just make this post a combine of 3days after my trip. Went to meet Bfam guys for basketball yesterday & spent the whole last day of 2008 with them and even started a New Year with them cause we went to Jeremy's house to sleepover. For the year, the only New Year resolution i have is to be able to focus on my studies. Its starting to worry me, its still my future in every way. Lols. So i shall start to study hard & prove how smart i can be. Watch out people! & to bFam/Friends; Gambateh in your studies! Its our year to strive! so i'm off for my last day of sf-ing! adios.

Cause` i believe, i can.

The sun rose @ 12:22 AM