My Rants
Friday, January 9, 2009
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Back from soccer.. earlier than timeIt was'nt my day i suppose, totally not. Everything just fell apart, my hopes to play on the field was taken away.Sigh, i really don't know what to post.I just need to shout out everything, but i did'nt allow myself to.I cried, feeling so helpless. Till i was so exhuasted & no more tears could come out.Why me?I'm here trying to get my life back on track. By treating the people i love with more care& concern.By putting in more effort in my studies.By training hard to let my knee recover.But why me? Me to fail in everything i do. I fell down again, but this time its so hard to pull myself up.With that injured knee of mine.I am just 15years old age & why do i have to go through all this.I was so afraid on the field, but i could do nothing to help myself.I could'nt even stand up on my knee, it hurts terribly.Both my heart and body sunk. I've put in so much, what esle can i do to make myself happier?I just wanna laugh and smile, why does it feels so hard.The tournament is coming, the one i've been always dreaming to play.Its this just my luck, or ...I'm at losing hope to everything.On the brim on giving up..Someone, please save me. ):
The sun rose @
1:52 AM