My Rants

Saturday, September 20, 2008 - :

Went Cck to play basketball in the morning. hahs. The feeling of sweating feels so nice, maybe because i hadnt been exercising for a very very looooong time already. No wonder i always dont know how to get myself to have a peace mind after every problem i face. hahs. But after today, really felt much better. Maybe its time to move on in life. I dont like to be stucked at one place, wondering or frustrating on things that have more than one possiblity. I guess its caused by the past of my life that i really hate leaving a problem hanging. Its either i decided to deal with it, or simply leave it alone. I'm gonna start studying at 7 lerhs. Still have tons to catch up. Eoy, here i come!(:

The sun rose @ 2:18 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008 - :

School wasnt great today. Was rather quiet at first cause i didnt know what to do, so keeping quiet was like the only choice i had. idk why, but seeing you sad affected me so bad. I couldnt concentrate at all. Add math test tml, dont really feel like studying now. Guess gonna get bad results yet again le bahs. Loooool, im bored.

The sun rose @ 5:01 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - :

SoldierFront's patching, guess i could use this time to finally think le bahs.
Hais, why am i feeling this way? So insecure suddenly. Its all because of my own actions, now i'll have to pay for the consequences yeah. Idk man, feeling super low now. Its like i didnt cherish what was there, and now its gone i guess. hais, what should i do now. ):
Study? i guess i should. Since i've nth more that i could do to occupy myself.
School today was confusing for me, idk what should i do. but its the end of today alrd, so i cant really do much but to only remember this as a part of my memory yea. hmns; i guess i'll be fine tml. yea, i'll(: for now, i shall just keep this feelings.

i didnt know untill i felt this.

The sun rose @ 4:01 AM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 - :

hmns; i shall take this time to post since i'm home early. hahahs.
Last week was obs, learnt alot from the whole camp. Determination, Self-reliance,Self-encouragement, Self-Controls and alot other of this inspiring words are known more in detail. Was super happy because i manage to achieve something for myself which is to come back in one piece. sounds dumb yea? but to me, its the most i could hope for as to my injury on my knee. It didnt act up on me man! shiok! :D Wont go into the details of obs because i think the best part of keeping it is to me and my memory.(: hahas. dont wanna share with you guys.xD
Examinations are around the corner and i've been studying whenever i felt like.Even though its been quite a slack for me, somehow i have that feeling i can make it thru' this time, yet again. so yea.. i think i would greatly trust my six sense but of course, would still study hard for it larhs. hahahs. cause luck wont always be by my side yea. Lols.
hao ler, gonna sf.(:

The sun rose @ 11:53 PM