My Rants

Saturday, August 30, 2008 - :

sighs. Just stopped playing SoldierFront.
Used it to numb myself i guess, the sounds and blood. Feeling better in that sense that i can post.
I'm getting super bored with life and starting to hate mine. For the reason, its my knee once again.
I really dont know what should i do with it. I wanna be able to play soccer again, but how much as i wanna play soccer again. i wanna go for this year obs camp. Its this coming monday. But for fcuk sake, i may not be able to go. darn knee. I love you yet i hate you. ): Its so frustrating, there i go again. Its this monday, and i'll have to choose. To or not to- and this will determind my future. Because if i got injured again, i may never be able to play my fav. sport ever. Its tearing me apart. D:

The sun rose @ 2:17 AM

Friday, August 29, 2008 - :

Ending of term three. hahs, time really did flew across.
Went to Japanese Garden to have our school's annual crosscountry race.
Thought i wont be able to participate in it at all. yea.. because of my injury.
But God knows, i managed to finish the whole 4.8km jogging. I'm kindof happy with it though i didnt have any prize. Maybe it proves that my stamina haven drop really much and i could work harder so i can stand on the field again. Went to lot one to eat with Joel after that. Thanks for pei-ing me yeah. :D

This year didnt went back to Grps. No one went back i guess, and i was kindof lazy. :/ So in the end slack at home. suuuper bored thus decided to post.

The sun rose @ 10:41 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 - :

Gonna sleep soon, sudden urge to post. idk why. hahahs.
My leg had a 'Jammed' again. ): Its like outta no where, a sudden acute pain came out.
I just taken the medication. Hope its will be okay by tml. Somehow, i really felt courageous again. Not afraid that i may get injured again it i go to obs. Its like i feel confident with myself. maybe its because of .. hehes. This time, i really know what i want.(:

i had lots of fun at 'home' ytd :D

The sun rose @ 7:21 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008 - :

Decided to post! Someone asked me too. xD hehs
School was short today, had a couple of test and was rushing thru' with my english homework.
Must thank her lorhs, did help in thru'.(: xiexie[thankyou in Chinese.]
After school, pei Joel,Jack,Joselin,Kienkiat & Adira to cc basketball court. hahs. i couldnt play so went there to watch them. Did do some shooting larhs, but quite paiseh. Cause cant use the strenght on my leg, thn end up having no strenght to shoot. Alot of air balls. :X
Sent her to busstop later on. Was wondering should i pei her wait for bus anot, thn decided not to. Cause like that in the future will have more chance to do so. :DD

happyhappy.

The sun rose @ 7:18 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008 - :

Its been a great week i guess! xD time really flies when one's enjoying all the time he has.(:
Tml's gonna be friday and even though will be having Add. math test and SocialStudies test, i'm kindof looking forward to it. Or maybe kindof looking forward to everyday. idk why :D hehs.
Had supp after school and even it was just there to do work, was kindof in a great mood to write. hahs. Hope i didnt blabber any nonsense in the essays or situational writing. :X


i saw that paper filled with cute-ness.(:

The sun rose @ 2:49 AM

Sunday, August 17, 2008 - :

Omfg.
Worst morning ever. -.- Found out my leg was injured once again. idk how but ir hurts. ):
Guess i aint gonna be in school tml lerhs. darn, have lotsa work to catch up with. I'm starting to get worry for EOY examinations. Who can tutor me?! hahs. Really need help so bad.

Ohya, back to my leg. Why do you always give me surprises like this. i cant take it dude. stop playing a fool with me would you? D: i still wanna go obs and lots more of things i need to complete in life. eg like chasing the girl i like you know? hahahs. hope my leg can recover soon bahs. i'm waiting for you to work with me yea, so we can beat everything infront of us tgt. :D

The sun rose @ 6:49 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008 - :

Kindof bored with computer games, so decided to post. hah
Gonna go to coach clinic later to checkup on my knee, hope he does have a solution on how to cure it. Really miss kicking a soccer ball. To count to it, i guess its already 6month since i last had training. Time really fly this year, idk why but it seems that i'm always busy completing everyday of my life. Now that there are new goals to reach for, its time to put the past aside and really try to achieve every goal i have for myself now. hehs.

i'm falling for you. (:arida



The sun rose @ 12:40 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 - :

Changed my blogskin(:
Had nothing better to do i guess. hahs
Sat down near the field today to see the boys train for next year while talking to Joselin today, like long time nvr hao hao gen ta jiang hua le. Talk about alot of things. B fam fam when gonna meet up again for outting nerhs? idk larhs, but hope still got chance bahs. Everyone like so busy nowadays with their own stuffs. really missed the past where we go out tgt and do things tgt. hahs. Its like 2yrs back alrd, to come to think we did really do alot of happy stuffs tgt. :D all b fam members, please stay happy as usual ! hehs.
Examintions are around the corner, so wont post that often alrd. Must seriously start to mugg. hahs

The sun rose @ 6:51 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008 - :

Shuang!:D
went out with Jielin, Edwin and Kienkiat to shop for jielin's performance clothes.
Jurong point, hahs. Long time no go lerhs. not much change from my previous visit. Still under renovations. hahs. Went aracade to play Ghost squad. Not bad siol, still one token complete all.(: Later Kienkiat suggested to go play basketball so went all the way back to get change. Just reached home. feeling so shiok now!:D Even though have some limits to the game, but still enjoyed it. Watching everyone smile, laugh and play. shuang dao. hehs.
Its like 4 days since i went back to school, so i guess from tml onwards must really concentrate on studies lerhs! EOY, bring it(:

The sun rose @ 7:53 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008 - :

my blog's dead i guess. Lols. its been a long time since i had time to post.
Kindof busy this month, after adapting to alot of new things. hahas.
but i'm back at blogger now, wonder if anyone still visits my blog. heh
This whole month was kindof a wow wow for me, had to accpt alot of new stuffs. Like the departure of msng and the arrival of mschen. had to plan my time studying as well as there will be the eoy examinations coming up. Gosh i've been slacking. After this week, really have'ta study hard lerhs. if not my results will drop again. which i dont want it to happen so. Will be posting if i have time. hah

The sun rose @ 2:15 AM