My Rants

Sunday, July 13, 2008 - :

its been some time since i've last posted. wonder if anyone visits my blog. lols.
This weekends gave me something to really think about,
first- i thought i was okay to exercise, as long as i dont over exert my knee. but God knows, i fell once again. ffs, this time i feel even worst. ): my knee felt useless, no strenght in it at all. I didnt wanted to go for checkup as i was scare of any negative results. i really wanna play soccer, and i cant do without it. now that i recall, its been months since i've ever kick that ball i used to do everyday. i saw my bone shift. What in the world was i suppose to do? idk untill i was waken up by her. Her words were simple, but it got me thinking. I'm the only one that can choose whats right and wrong for me, so thats it. i wanna recover, resting and not risking myself to any more dangers. i dont wanna end up being someone who cant even run. Thanks mei. (:

ps; i would really wanna apologise to Sarah mei caused i wasnt caring for the past few days, untill i saw your anxious face whn i went down.

The sun rose @ 5:12 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 - :

Finally have time to post. (: hahs.
had been kindof busy lately, going through alot of stuffs.
Had chemistry lesson today, but no her. for the first time in my whole entire secondary 3, i love chemistry ! darn its easy. i'm sorry but i really think that she cant teach. crap, look at the difference? lols. so i guess ima study hard for chem this 5 weeks, its my only chance to prove to her that she cant teach. gosh, how i wish she vanish. save the earth dude. :D today was rather quiet i guess. maybe because of the incidents that happen ytd while gaming. i dont think its an issue to me, but i really hope he calms down no matter whats bothering him.
ohya, i've started my streghtening for my knee as i dont wanna end my soccer career that fast. i really hope that God would give me a chance, i dont wanna stop soccer just because of a injury that happened in training. its like i died while training, so not worth it. ): pleeeease ! lawls.

The sun rose @ 5:01 AM