My Rants
Friday, October 31, 2008
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Today's the 31st of October.Staring into blank, thinking of how to speak for this day. I dont know how to explain this feeling i have.Words cant say what i feel, Songs cant sing what i think.I had kept all my feelings from the start, so i could grant every wish you had for life.so that you could enjoy singlehood on our departure. Till this very day,i had this sudden urge to burst out everything. Every thought of you, makes me more assure that i am in love. For the first time ever in my life, i'm so affected by someone. Wanting to protect, concern and care for you. The only one whom is able to allow me to tell myself that if i could do anything to make you feel better, i would. Even if its the most foolish thing on Earth. I woke up, feeling special. Memories was all over, i couldnt stop myself from tearing.I realised how much i wanted you to be by myside outta the sudden, i feel lonely. I know i needa pull it through, but i really wanted to do what we used to do before. I put on that necklace we bought together, prepared and left home. To lot one, just to feel your presence. Thats the only way i could make myself feel better i thought. Because i've decided from the start to give you as much as i could, so you could stay happy. Ghost squad, Cooking master, Mario driving. All this made me smile, because it had been a long long time since i touch them. Walking through the paths we used to be, thinking of how touched i was when you did everything because of me. Its just a part of my feelings, there's still lots more hidden inside there which i cant seem to find any words to describe.Love is be Giving, not Getting.Thats what you taught me.Memories are sweet, Even though there maybe unhappy ones.I just hope that you're happy.niiaye, 亲爱的陌生人。
The sun rose @
12:57 AM