My Rants
Sunday, July 13, 2008
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its been some time since i've last posted. wonder if anyone visits my blog. lols. This weekends gave me something to really think about, first- i thought i was okay to exercise, as long as i dont over exert my knee. but God knows, i fell once again. ffs, this time i feel even worst. ): my knee felt useless, no strenght in it at all. I didnt wanted to go for checkup as i was scare of any negative results. i really wanna play soccer, and i cant do without it. now that i recall, its been months since i've ever kick that ball i used to do everyday. i saw my bone shift. What in the world was i suppose to do? idk untill i was waken up by her. Her words were simple, but it got me thinking. I'm the only one that can choose whats right and wrong for me, so thats it. i wanna recover, resting and not risking myself to any more dangers. i dont wanna end up being someone who cant even run. Thanks mei. (:ps; i would really wanna apologise to Sarah mei caused i wasnt caring for the past few days, untill i saw your anxious face whn i went down.
The sun rose @
5:12 AM