My Rants
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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hahs. guess i should be becoming more and more free these days. :/hmns; ms ng approached me during chinese today. guess i really disappoint her. but still its the past, im looking forward. not wanting to be sorry over all my mistakes. because no matter how much sorries you have it wont help unless you changed. so the best sorry would be done with actions, not words. Ms Ng said "i could see that you have friends like sarah and kienkiat that will support you, so why are you so frustrated with life?" hahs. this sentence practically got me thinking so much. cause during this four months, i gotta learn more about me mei, sarah yong. even though sometimes she's stubborn or hot temper. i didnt ever want to get angry with her. cause i know there's smth special about her, which could make everyone smile whn they are sad. cry with her or even wanting her to stop crying whn she does. i aint know why am i writting this, but i know i have to. cause i aint wanna see her life get ruined. she have just to believe more. kindof got fedup with her cause she was ignorant towards the care and concern friends have for her, even me. i know i didnt show it out, but dont you think it will hurt whn you just claim that no one concerned for you and assumed we arent true friends? i aint know what to say. there wont be sorry coming out from my mouth to you mei. cause you should know, not everyone could be there for you all the time. ppl will still miss out someday no matter how close the person is to you. i know your life is sucking so bad now you feel like just dying, but do you know how much effort we need to keep trying to hold you up again? even if its just for one second. i just hope that you'll be fine. thats all. hahas. okays. back to me, everything will be fine in my life i know. cause im the one handling my own life, no one else. (: and thanks for jielin mei for concerning even whn you dont need too. :D stay happy yea !
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