My Rants
Friday, February 8, 2008
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woke up at 11 today cause slept late last night. hehs. xD yea so prepare to visit in the afternoon lerhs. its my mother's side today. as usual, we were the kindof late. hahahs. xiguan lerhs. ;D the late fam. hmns; started to gamble again and im kindof outta luck. gave too much away ytd lerhs? wahhahs. but nevermind, patience brought me back into a winning streak. i guess i cant be luckier to get two blackjacks in a row and continous winnining. hahs. pro. xDafter winningin so much, i feel that there was like smth missing. hais, it was my passed away grandmother. i kindof miss her cause whn i played with her, she would always let mi win and accompany mi to plae whn no one wanna plae with me. she really treat me very well. i miss my ahma. ): tried to smile after that. hmns; guess what? im having so negative impression of relationship nowadays cause of what is happening to my cousins. one of them want to have a child but whn he have it, he doesnt wanna takecare of it. and their, divorce with her husband because of some problems and found herself a new bf. and she has a child too. gosh. what's happening to this world? fang xia zhen de you zhe me rong yi ma?i decided not to think about it lerhs larhs. hahahas. xD but seriously, i feel like changing this world, to become a better place. went back to gamble again. won 14bucks. hahahs. (: i dont know why everytime i treat that its just a game, win or lose oso nevermind. thn i will sure win de. maybe thats cause whn i plae i have no pressure that i may be sad whn i lose bahs. hahas. (: yea, thn jiu slack there till 11 lorhs. hahas.are you feeling better? jiayou !
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