My Rants
Sunday, February 10, 2008
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finally reach home at 1pm today. (: spent the whole of yesterday gambling. stayed over at my cousin's place last night. and my phone was dead. battery flat. hahs. i miss the computer so much that the first thing i did whn i came home is to sit down there. xD hahas. cannot survive without the com i suppose. hmns; yesterday wasnt that lucky larhs, but enjoy myself seeing so much ppl playing black jack tgt. its been so long, since i seen ppl shouting, laughing and jeering. [; they really brought my spirits up, i wanna join thm so much i forgot about everything that is happening. hahas. d; tml have match against greenridge, and so i did my running today. to maintain my fitness. lol. guess what i did? i went to lot one, thn went to arcade to plae ghost squad. after that, i jog all the way from lot one to my house. hehs. i dont even know how long it was but it seriously nice running. ;D im prepared fer the match tml, so everyone! must come support hors! xD came home and what a disappointment i had. my family was quarreling over small things. ): im there feeling a little dizzy after running and there they were, shouting and screaming at each other. hais. seriously thats the first time i just sat down there and listen. i realised i have no more energy to scold, to correct thm or even to listen to thm. why? why must it always be my sis, my bro and my parents? why cant i quarrel with thm. i dont know. but i know if its me, all of us would have a hard time after that. i guess that i really dont wanna bring anger to anyone in my family. simply cause they are the only ppl i can go to if i had any problems. im not saying that my bros in sch are not there fer me. its just that my family is the only one that can stand fer me whenever i needed them. 24/7, always. hope they would ease down their anger soon bahs. (: but seriously, i really would stand fer my rights if any one of thm provoke it, cause i know whats right and whats wrong. ;D please, can anyone take away all the hatred between every single parents and their kids. so there wont be any disputes. (:handling family problems are tough, but everything would be fine in time to come. (:
The sun rose @
3:43 AM