My Rants

Thursday, November 29, 2007 - :

HEYS ! everyone, i'm find lerhs. (: thank you both the guys and the girls fer cheering me up. hehs. :D owe u ppl one.

to ppl out there: shuld good times be sacrificed by bad? NO !

so cherish ppl beside u guys more. even though they maybe bad times, but good times are always more memorable than bad, more impt too. if anyone of you here gave up on someone just becoz of bad times, think about the good. start to learn how to cherish the person again, coz its never too late. (:

The sun rose @ 9:35 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 - :

i will give you the time you nid, and i'm sorry fer hurting u even more with those questions. Just so you know, i'll be here if you nid my help. (:

The sun rose @ 12:44 AM

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i cannot decieve myself anymore. it's over. D:
have been thinking thru and thru, how to make me feel a little single bit comfort to the end of our relationship, but there's really nth i can do without pain now. tears would flow whenever i think of you. the times we are together, smiling, handling mistakes, and simply confessing how much we loved each other in the past. i always tell my friends i dun cry, but actualli, i've always been crying. and that person i would only cry fer is her. i cant bare to leave her, i cant bare to leave our beautiful world, i cant bare to stop loving her and i cant bare to break up with her. no words can explain how i'm feeling now, its the worst feeling ever, to have to give up on someone you loved so much and you're alrd preparing to give her so much more love. i may become her best of friends, but what i really want is her love. Just the thought of her saying iloveyou once more would so much brigthen up my day, but would that day ever happen in my life?

我真得很舍不得离开你。
i beg fer a miracle to happen coz i cant live without you. ):

The sun rose @ 12:26 AM

Sunday, November 25, 2007 - :

经天的我，好像有一丝丝的不一样。
心里好想好想她，恨不得马上去找她。
但我却没这样做。
看着我们一起拍的照片，心里感到很空虚，很寂寞。
总觉得好久没陪你，没疼你了。
好久没亲你，没拥抱你了。
看着照片里的你，我落泪了。
我爱你，你爱我吗？

The sun rose @ 3:58 AM

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watched dear's play last night. her play caught the attention of me, therefore i would say that it is a play well done, coz hardly any play can catch my attention. gave her 7 roses. she likes the number 7 mahs. hu knows 7 represents an lian. hahas (: but nbm, i dun mind an lianing her. hehs.
There's smth i kept thinking this few days. i dunno why dear, seems so okay whn she doesnt get to see mi nowdays. maybe she xi guan le bahs. but fer me, im still the same lor, always miss her. but i guess this wont affect us bahs. hope so. [;
wait till she misses mi lorhs. hahas. coz there's no point if i go look fer her and she stares at the surroundings wad.

i miss you but there's nth i can do.

The sun rose @ 1:28 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007 - :

deardear, why u dun care me lerhs? D:
just even a single msg will do. tell mi u're fine, tell mi u're safe.
thats all i ask for.

i really hope you could just reply me.

The sun rose @ 5:43 AM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 - :

sian, smsed dear just now. but she haven even reply. maybe she's very busy with her stuffs bahs. ): wo zhi hao qu zuo zi ji de dong xi lor.

will she reply?

The sun rose @ 9:42 PM

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been missing dear for the past few days lerhs. even though just saw her this morning, it feels like we been apart fer a long time. not exaclty sad but just wanna see her. hahas, dunno why oso. maybe thats why they say absence makes the heart fonder bahs. she's been with her frens these days coz there is a performance, hope she is very happy. (: anw, had been listening to the song kucha whnever i miss her, somehow, it works. :D maybe coz she always sing to me bahs. listen jiu have the feeling that she is beside me. cant wait to see all her hard work fer this friday's performance. hehs. :P

The sun rose @ 6:19 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - :

aww, hao xiang ta orhs. ): she went to sch fer her dance camp this morning. even though didnt bear to not see her fer the day, had to. its 1 now, still waiting fer her to sms mi to ask mi call her. wonder wads taking her soo long. hahas. maybe she had felln asleep lerh bahs. that shazhu, always say i pig. but always i wake up earlier thn her but sleep earlier thn her too. wahahahas !! (: 真的好想 deardear. tml fast fast come, thn go pei her loh !! :D

The sun rose @ 8:39 AM

Thursday, November 8, 2007 - :

yaays ! we did not break up. (:
i realised how much you meant to me.
i cant live without you.
i just simply cant stop loving you.
and we'll have lots more 31st to celebrate.

dear, iloveyou (:

The sun rose @ 8:57 PM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007 - :

傻冬瓜。
is this the last time i can call you 傻冬瓜?

you brought up the break to me, it hurts terribly much.
all i can do now, is to wait for your answers.

''i'm sorry, sorry for everything. sorry for making you sick, sorry for being so demanding, sorry for being so short-tempered, sorry for hurting you, sorry for making you sad, sorry for making you wait, sorry for not beign understanding enough, sorry for not showing more concern. i'm sorry, i guess .. i'm not good enough for you .. let's break."

in a relationship, i believe there is no right or wrong. there's nothing you need to be sorry of. if you try to change, your partner would appreciate what you're doing just to keep this relationship.

傻冬瓜，if i ask "would you take back what you say and continue living in our beautiful world, what would you say?"

i just wanna let you know that you're my piority, my love and my everything.


The sun rose @ 2:54 AM

Sunday, November 4, 2007 - :

had spent the last one week with my 傻冬瓜。(:
i'm always happy with her. hehehehs. xD but today, she isnt feeling well. D:

dear, get well soon yeah? if you have anithing u nid me to hlp u attend, pls call mi, i'll be here with you. (:

永远爱你的；
笨猪。

The sun rose @ 6:50 PM