My Rants

Monday, June 18, 2007 - :

hahas . meii ask mi update xD .
shall update about her then .

receive a e-mail frm her today , sayin about the things i shuld ferget and the things i shuld let go in a power point slide . was touched by wad she did . xie xie meii , finally i was'nt lost in the world of reality and i noe wad to do . she wasnt meant to be and i wont think of her animore .. regardless of wad happen . i wanna thank meii personally one day as she was always there fer mi . so happy , have such a wonderfull meii xD hahas . hees ; meii , this post is fer YOU !! kor zhen de hen xiexie ni .

leaving everything as it is , Jarrold-

The sun rose @ 11:07 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 - :

Listening to the last song of my blog ; summarsing my day //
i decided to let everything go as it shuld be .. letting fate into my life
allowing him to do everything . Jarrold not sad , he had cheer up and matured alot frm everthing he had gone thru' xD

i wanna talk about how Jolene is to me .. [its juz my feeling of posting this]
yeah , she's even though stubborn but sometimes .. she does show concern , she's changed from last year , turning out to become a better person .. a great one . i've seen her grown .. and her thinking reali surprised me at times , i hope that she has that thinking so great enough to allow her to depent on herself .. i've gone thru' alot with her and truthfully , i've enjoyed every moment with her , from the start .. she made me love her more than i could ever .. i wanna tell her ; wadeva u may go thru' in the future , i'm still here .. conselling u may not work but as least u still have someone to listen to u .. hees ; ending this may appear a fake smile on my face , but one day , the truth smile fer her would come .. haas ; Jolene is she , and she is her .

The sun rose @ 8:48 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 - :

hais , leaving wad i have with her now coz she thinks its unfair fer me ..
she decided to do so and told mi on msn .. did try to accept at first but seriously started to regret that i sae i'll respect her decision .. juz came back from my holidays and actualli had to deal with problems again .. called her and everytime she smiled or laugh , i juz realise i was hurt by her once more , every time she smile to me askin mi to take things easy , i tend to think , why am i treated this way .. it started to fade all of a sudden .. suddenly i feel that there is no nid to ask anithing frm her , animore .. she wans him , so i'll leave .. i noe i would ferget her , but how much time i need is the key // my heart still ache now even though everything seems fine .. she's back into loving him , and the difference now is that i decided to reali give up on her . this is the first time i decided to actualli seriously give up on her . no more hopes , no more dreams .. its reality between mi and her .. now , i juz hope that my frenship would be fine bahs .. all the best to her , all the best !!

jarrold

The sun rose @ 4:33 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007 - :

xD . came back frm m'sia lerhhs // hees ; hmns ; the trip started went we all gathered at clementi coffee shop .. 2hrs trip to kukope , kelong [fishing village] . there were nothing to do in the bus so started zilian-ing . lols .. my cousins went there too , long time nvr see them lerhhs . =DD hmns ; reached there about 4 o'clock . and went into the 'resort' we're staying in . hahas . air-conditioned . xP first thing i did whn i reached there was to look at the sea . it was high thigh thn and the water lvl was like . woots !! . my uncle did some fishing , cool~ hees ; tried it myself but didnt even caught a single little fish ): had dinner later , played and sing till midnight and i went back to my room . lying on the bed , nth to do .. missin her probaly // thn i dozed off without knowing . was woken up by my ah gong . "' Jarrold ar !! wo men yao qu kan kelong liao !! qi lai aaar !! '' lols . =Pp in the end , haven brush teeth thn go see kelong liao =X nvr even tried to speak at all , scare malu >..

The sun rose @ 9:51 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007 - :

Juz recieved a call from her . started wtih her complains of her father begin unreasonable .. did make her kindof cheer up after on but it endded nearly with another quarrel . :( wanted to leave the best impression of mi to her before leaving Singapore but it doesnt seem to go my way . hais .. Juz to add to my troubles , my parents juz quarrelled and it looks like its serious , and yet again .. wtf is happening todae? We're leaving to M'sia todae to have our holidays but everythings seems going wrong .. siian

The sun rose @ 7:10 AM

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aiyah , siian .. cant go fer monday's inter-class soccer competition . Going to M'sia fer a day instead .. :( pei-ing my mother .. long time nvr pei my family lerhhs , so decided to .. gonna miss my friends , hahas . espescailly , yeah .. u noe :( kienkiat , u dun lose hor , hahas .. jiayous to my team xD . hmns ; hahas .. nth much to post about lerhhs . gonna miss u :( bbyes !!

The sun rose @ 2:49 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007 - :

hmns ; this post fer JOLENE !! xD
thanks fer the blogskin again yeah //
hees ; thanks !!
-jarrold

The sun rose @ 5:36 PM

Monday, June 4, 2007 - :

4 june '07 .
Everything seems fine but to be honest . Its quite boring , my daily routine of smsing someone was gone .. how siian can it be ? its the re-new of my sms and the person i used to sms everyday cannot sms mi . lols .x(

haiya . thn bo bian find my usual frens lorhhs . went lot 1 todae to meet kk & eugene , saw jolene .. talk talk fer about 5mins jolene jiu go Bp ler i think . thn left mi kk and gene , went xbox shop and plae . so siian , killin time there .

went to eat later thn meet up jack and jd . thn went home . lols . how siian is my life now ? veri !! :( aww , smth is missing frm my life siia .. maybe shuld find a job and kill time . anw , found out smth .. my mother actualli beri open to relationship nowadays // told her about my past . she didnt scold instead , said it was a part of growing up . woots ! thats was like . Mum's great ! =DD and from that moment , i promise myself not to lie to her again .. coz i noe she will be there fer mi .. she's my MUM !! hahas ..

k larhh . dun wan blog liao . quite siian oso . hmns ; till smth gd happen . i gues i wont post animore lerhhs . unless its out of boredness .

jarrold-

The sun rose @ 6:59 AM