My Rants
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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i cannot decieve myself anymore. it's over. D:have been thinking thru and thru, how to make me feel a little single bit comfort to the end of our relationship, but there's really nth i can do without pain now. tears would flow whenever i think of you. the times we are together, smiling, handling mistakes, and simply confessing how much we loved each other in the past. i always tell my friends i dun cry, but actualli, i've always been crying. and that person i would only cry fer is her. i cant bare to leave her, i cant bare to leave our beautiful world, i cant bare to stop loving her and i cant bare to break up with her. no words can explain how i'm feeling now, its the worst feeling ever, to have to give up on someone you loved so much and you're alrd preparing to give her so much more love. i may become her best of friends, but what i really want is her love. Just the thought of her saying iloveyou once more would so much brigthen up my day, but would that day ever happen in my life? 我真得很舍不得离开你。i beg fer a miracle to happen coz i cant live without you. ):
The sun rose @
12:26 AM