spent the whole of today at com lab to do the post exams activities. i went to read dear's blog on last weeks post. thn i realised how sweet we were the last week. its hurting to see how much our relationship is changing. its not the change of the amt of love we have fer each other, but the change of attitude fer this relationship. i realised after one night of reflecting, i became more doubtfull of alot of things which i should not even doubt. first, the love you have fer mi. second, the you which had change or not and lastly, can we really last. today, i realised its not to late if both of us still put in effort to maintain this relationship. i realise i still love you, and i care equally much fer you. i realised i cant lose you.