never talk to dear at all today. was like a silent play :( the only thing we said to each other was bye. hais, this feeling totally suck. hate it alot. i was surpose to have a interclass soccer match after sch derhs, but because of the rain, it was postpond. and because of the postpond game, i did not send her home today. it feels really weird. lost to be exact. even though i tried to be happy, it still cant work. even though our relationship seems to be okay, it still hurts inside whenever i think of it. maybe what i really need is an answer. i know i would be okay after some time, but it still takes that period of time which i'm afraid would affect our relationship. dear, 我很想你。 D: i think what i need most now is your understanding and your patience.