My Rants
Friday, September 7, 2007
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today was a totally boring day . -i realised without you in my life , it seems meaningless to do anything . woke up today hoping that dear would call . every single second went by and my phone was totally dead today . did try to focus my attention on other things by using the computer but in the end , i found myself staring at the computer srceen , waiting & hoping for dear to get online , so that i could maybe get a chance to speak to her . everything seem wrong . was tired of using the computer after a few hours and for the first time of my whole holiday , i decided to study . went thru' the whole literature book . i realised even when i'm reading , i'm hoping you would juz take some time out and call me . i'm seriously an ass and i hate myself now coz i lose the chance of talking to her yesterday night . why did my phone not vibrate a little longer? damn . i read till my eyes were so uncomfortable so i decided to juz sleep. maybe that would hlp . after twisting and turning for a miserable period , i finally fall asleep . after 2hrs of sleep , i woke up . feeling frustrated and hot . nothing seems to be right today . absoutely wrong . at the end of the day , i just hope for a call . so that i could tell you how much i've been missing you . jarrold-
The sun rose @
5:07 AM