My Rants
Friday, August 31, 2007
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31st August 07-It shuld be a happy day , but I make it a lousy one .hais , yet again . i guailan-ed my own dear . wtf is happening to me !!damn i hate the feeling now . i love her so much and yet i did a thing that i shuldnt do . it was so sweet yesterdae whn she surprised me but i was a totally ungrateful bastard . now , i feel that i'm lost again . -disappointment i saw that necklace that we choose together on the floor . i wasnt disappointed in you , dear . i was disappointed in myself , i noe i had make you hate me so much at that time when you took of that necklace , put it on the floor and left it there . i did found it , it was juz beside me whn i was about to sit down after walking around the sch . was it fate ? hais , i was so disappointed in myself that i actually cried . its like what i did had hurt you so much that you took off that necklace , that impt necklace . D:i noe you too , felt hurt . -i'm still worry , can we talk ?after today , the one week hols are coming . and i cant see you , will your love for me fade ? T.T i returned you your necklace in the end , i nearly cried when you seems to dont care when that necklace is gone , and you knew it wasnt there . it hurts , but i could only blame myself . it did seems alright at the end , but i noe that what i did , hurt you so much . i'm sorry //i wanna say , dear , my love ;Another day without your smile.Another day juz passes by.But now i know how much it means.For you to stay right here with me.The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger.But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer.I wanna grow old with you , I wanna die lying in your arms.I wanna grow old with you , I wanna be looking in yours eyes.I wanna be there for you , sharing everything that you do.I wanna grow old with you.A thousand miles between us now.It causes to wonder how. Our love tonights remains so strong.It makes our risk right all along.The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger.But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer.I wanna grow old with you , I wanna die lying in your arms.
I wanna grow old with you , I wanna be looking in your eyes.
I wanna be there for you , sharing in everything you do.
Things can come and go , i know but baby i believe
Something's burning strong between us.
Makes it clear with me.I wanna grow with you , I wanna die lying in your arms. I wanna grow old with you , I wanna be looking in yours eyes.I wanna be there for you , sharing in everything you do.I wanna grow old with you , I wanna die lying in your arms.I wanna grow old with you , I wanna be looking in yours eyes.I wanna be there for you , sharing in everything you do.i wanna grow old with you.dear , i wanna grow old with you . staying beside you . i wanna help you wear that necklace again , putting it on , to show how much i love you . let me take your hand and continue our journey please . i'm sorry .
The sun rose @
4:35 AM