My Rants
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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hais , leaving wad i have with her now coz she thinks its unfair fer me .. she decided to do so and told mi on msn .. did try to accept at first but seriously started to regret that i sae i'll respect her decision .. juz came back from my holidays and actualli had to deal with problems again .. called her and everytime she smiled or laugh , i juz realise i was hurt by her once more , every time she smile to me askin mi to take things easy , i tend to think , why am i treated this way .. it started to fade all of a sudden .. suddenly i feel that there is no nid to ask anithing frm her , animore .. she wans him , so i'll leave .. i noe i would ferget her , but how much time i need is the key // my heart still ache now even though everything seems fine .. she's back into loving him , and the difference now is that i decided to reali give up on her . this is the first time i decided to actualli seriously give up on her . no more hopes , no more dreams .. its reality between mi and her .. now , i juz hope that my frenship would be fine bahs .. all the best to her , all the best !!jarrold
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