My Rants
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
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life's been boring and i'm tired .. haiiz ):
todae thn i realised i can always adivce ppl in how to overcome their problems, emotionally , or mentally or physically . i always did tot i was that strong guy untill i realised how it feels to lose ur position in someone .. thats so so so painful and whn its my turn to overcome it , i choose to ran away frm it . i do noe that thats wrong but its juz happened , naturally.. i'm not that strong after , i still nid someone to cry to , shout to , complain everything to :[
Yesterdae talk to ]d on the phone to advice him .. didnt did i noe it worked out perfectly . was happy of course , but whn i think of my problems , i'm a gonner .. Jey , u do reali have a gd close fren that is treatin u with that care that u wont noe , but she still does care .. jiayou , u all can solve that prob de .. and thn continue to be close frens .. but fer mi , i dunno , its not solved yet .. it seems like its solve but that bloody feeling is still there , and i sense smth is wrong, or smth is goin to get wrong , soon .. and always do i believe that it would be solve , i believe as much as it wont get ani where too . i'm stuck . i wanna hlp myself , but wadd can i do to overcome human nature ? to overcome wadd i think than to wad i see ? to live this world in pure and real happiness ? i reali juz wanna smile once , fer even juz that one second , smile fer its real ..
jarrold
The sun rose @
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