My Rants
Friday, April 13, 2007
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read her blog this morning , nth to feel but sadness.
she has the determination finally to ferget about him , yet i treated her like this.after reading her blog,i'm feeling reali like a bastard . yupp ? i cant live without her , it would feel different , its showing ler .. the pain without her , the wans and wans i wanna be with her , becoz she is showing the effort but i chase her off juz like that , i miss her alot .and frm today onwards . Jarrold Lim can oni spent time with her as her fren.a fren only ! i hate myself . fer nt cherishing her enuff but my love fer her would be still there . waiting fer that one day that maybe she would come and sae , i love u too .thats the only words i wnna heard .i feel like a sinner , i done too much hurt to her .. i can cry all day , think of her all the time . feeling regretfull, but nth can bring her back to mi except the love between us , i reali have no mood to do anithing but cry all out, everytime i think about her .short period of pain is better that a long period one , but my short pain would almost last the rest of my life , why cant u juz give everyone a chance .. she broke my heart deeply whn she said she doesnt love mi animore .. i wanna be happy but i simply cant , i'm cryin fer her , first time i'm cryin fer someone and i noe that if i dun win her back , i would have no point living in this world , i ...
there is nth i can do but wait now , wait fer that day that would overcome her anger to mi into love , its takes only 1 week to bring us frm that perfect couple to this terrible state , no. it oni takes 1 msg , i'm tired of cryin , cryin fer the past week , i tired of it ler. but i cant control it , coz everytime i think of wads goin to happen to mi without u is simply pain .
to jo ;
i read ur blog with tears in my eyes , with pain in my heart ..
i read ur blog with the feelin of leaving ,
u do wan mi to ferget u , but i cant ..
even if u disappear , i would still have that feeling .
u are my heart .. u brought happiness to mi
and u are takin it away ..i would be here , waiting ..
A hundrend days have made me older , since the last time that i saw ur pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same.
But all the miles that separate,They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, there's only you and me.
The miles just keep rolling, as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight girl, it's only you and me.
Everything I know and anywhere I go.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight girl, it's only you and me.
[I'm all alone]
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